Beat Psychology: November 2004

yeap he does train his muscles!

jay being cool! ahaha

one of the dancers,quite a gd bod really

Landy doing her sexy no

this is one of the best photos...can see his face clearly..except for the stupid lightstick =(

and he plsys the drums too! this is the last encore number

yeap he played the flute

crooning a slow number...but 4got which one...

a closeup...

jay playing the piano...so sweet!

jay coing down on a cross stand

JAY RULEZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is the 1st jay chou concert i attended and i absolutely love it!
i was sooo close to him! it used to be tv, papers radio...today its him in the flesh in less than 4-5 metres away from me! OMG!!!

it was non stop music! non stop fun! incessant screaming! YIPPEE!!!!!!

oh b4 e show started i saw JJ lin and taufik and sly...JJ made such a grand entrance...as if afriad that no one wld know he's here too, he practically cat walked around the stage b4 going to his sit...gosh...
whereas taufik and sly were jus sitting amgst the crowd w their caps on...but of course once someone spots them word spreads like fire across the whole stadium...hahah....thats how i know too...overheard someone talking bout them being in the stadium =)

anyway the show started w jay coming down on a cross from the top...it was sooo cool! and i could tell he really put in alot of effort training his dance moves...it was great and really groovy =)
unfortunately the stage was facing the west and i was sitting in the east...although he did move around the whole stage alot...but it definitely does not beat sitting at the front...

the special guests for the night was nan quan ma ma and landy... 1st time i see nan quan ma ma too...1 fatso, and 3 cute guys...hahaha...sat down for the most part to rest when it was theier gig...hahaha...
landy on the other hand was hot hot hot!! she was sooo sexy! sang one song...forgot what's the title...but she was shaking her booty and with those sexy moves, bet the guys in front all nosebled...hahah...too bad i didn't record it... *grinz*

oh and i must give credit to the dancers too!!! the gals are sexy and the guys are cute and hunky too!!!! yummy!! hahaha...and they dance really well! yeap!

there was a stall selling jay's products, ranging fom cups to hp straps to watches and basketball shirts...nearly wanted to buy one of the shirts...but it costs 18 bucks...actually really wanted to buy...but dunno why i held back...wld be a gd momento...guess i was psychod by my fren not to buy...she promised me she'll get it for me in taiwan...oh well...brenda you better get it k!!! u promised!

anyway also gd that i didn't buy or else couldn't pay for cab fair...which came up to 23 bucks!!!!
cos i dropped off my fren who lives in river vale then go to bishan...ouch...
not that i dun want to take the train or bus...but it was midnight by the time i got to kallang station...sigh....how i wish i've a bf who drives...
oh but i dun even have a bf ....oh well... guess its all worth it!

there were 3 encores!!! it was soooo exciting! jus kept screaming his name till my throat was all dry and hoarse...
man...days of idol chasing seem to be beyond me already...hahaha...

oh there was one segment where he pitted piano skills w one of the nan quan ma ma guy...it was fantastic!!!!!!! its my weak spot!!!!! guys playing any musical instrument and it was the piano!! faint....hahha...

tried my best to take good close up photos...my skills r a bit lousy la...but better than non (^_^)

hmmm...215 am...hair still wet and still high from concert...
waited soo long for this and now its over...how i wish it'll never end...
after tonight i think my wish list grew much longer...

wish i could talk to jay...understand him better...
wish i could be a dancer next to him...
wish i have such a good bod as the dancers
wish i can get upfront and close to jay (oops did i mention that already?)
wish i can be a singer too than i'll get to sing with jay on stage...
wish jay would use the songs that i compose

i wish i wish i wish....if only wishes do come true...no matter how wild and unreasonable they be...

my interesting fren

i was like a walking zombie in school on a mon morn when she came up to me...

"hi! are you from my marketing class?"

trying to focus and register i think i said...

"huh? er...my marketing class is on fri i think."

"yes! i'm in your class too! "

hurray...welcome to no life club, AF and marketing lec on fri till 4 pm...
honestly i don't rem seeing her though there's only about20 pple in the class...so anyway...

"oh...hmmm...hi...nice to meet you"
and i just continued walking walking...and tried my best to smile at her...

"yea i know you always sit at the back, third row...i also always sit at the back..."

*ting*...why is she noticing me? who is this gal? but she just kept babbling...

"you always sit with this guy right? always see you with him..."

then it struck me that she wasn't noticing me! she's interested in my fren!! muahahaha....

so she asked for my no and we had to go to our separate classes...so much for morning call...
but it didn't end here. she msged me in the middle of class asking me where i'm going, so i very honestly and innocently told her i'm going out with frens...least to expect that she replied this...

"oh...going out lunch with your frens? can i come along??"

WHAT!! wait a min....i've known her for like 3min?? and you wanna go out with me AND my frens whom i bet you don't even know! hmmm...i think i'm more amused than anything else...hahahaha....
but honestly she's a sweet gal...though we r total strangers...so of course i turned her down...politely of course...

and today, after class she tot i was going on the same bus as her (she asked me where i stay, and wat bus i take) but i was waiting for another fren, so she sent me a msg that goes something like

"i tot i can see you on the bus"...

it nearly made me sound guilty!! but i convince myself that she's trying to get to know my fren thru me...

nat king cole

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two Two in love can make it
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

heard this song, love by nat king cole on radio....
fell in love w it...i'm not love, in fact i was feeling bored and lonely on the bus....
but for some reason this song was mesmerising...imagined the big band playing and me sitting in a lounge just listening to the song and sipping wine....ah....

the gals of the club...

there are more gals but these are the ones who took part in the fiesta...
dun really know all of their names...but there are locals and vietnamese and indonesians mixed...

the only 6 guys in the club. darren,jerry,adrian.samuel.jaffar.eugene

fiesta

finally over!!! 3 days of hip hop perf for the school's fiesta!! its bizzare!!!!!
it was fun nonetheless...got to learn dance from ryan, studio wu's dance instructor and co-founder...
got to make many new frens...

speaking of which...after the last perf, went to have lunch w the bunch of fellas...
sat w the 4 guys (out of the 6) and we laughed so much i really couldn't eat my lunch...hahah...

they were so full of nonsense!! all sort of racist, lame, nonsensical jokes!! gosh...i think i rolled my eyes so many times that it nearly popped out of my head!...wait a min...that's lame too...damn this things rubs off...

oh...i also decided to do some tattoo on my body...hahaha...a hena on my lower back and a silver tattoo on my left shoulder blade...really like it =) wanna do a real tattoo but i'm afraid of the pain...so these fake ones shall do la...hahaha...

dad" hey you have not changed your bed sheet"
me "daddy!! my ankle hurts (pouts)"
dad"who ask you to dance so much"
me "please(whine whine whine)??"
dad"sigh..."

10 min later...

me "daddy!! my ankle hurts!!!"
dad" get the counter pain la..."
me "okie!"
dad"who ask you to dance so much...you ask for it"
me"aiya...i need recreation ma"

hey who says i dun whine?? i'm only human...and i'm daddy's girl...muahahaha...

memories

today went to sch as usual...after the long weekend...1st lesson is HRM...
stayed up till like 2-3 am last night to complete the essay...sheesh...felt freaking groggy today.

wanted to get some sleep on the bus this afternoon...but dunno why can't fall asleep...
but i'm glad i didn't ...cos if i did i would have missed nelvin...this really old fren of mine...
i've known this dude for like 12 years man! wow...

anyway...it was pretty funny...i was stoning on the bus...as usual...then he got on...and we jus stared at each other until he disappeared up the stairs (it was a double decker)...i wasn't very surprised that he didn't smile or anything cos i half expected him to ignore me...there were several ocassions when i met him on the streets but he jus ignored me...
so anyway i jus cont'd stoning la...when all of a sudden he pops down again all beaming and everything and sat next to me...

him "hey! i was jus wondering isn't that pearle?? and its really you! so sorry bout that!"
me "oh! hey! i thought you are jus going to ignore me! hahaha (did i jus say that?!?!?)"
him "oh no la! really didn't recognise you la"
me "oh its ok la...(and we laughed some more)"
him "so where are you heading to?"
me "oh i'm going to sch, now in sim, studying uol biz...you?"
him "oh cool, i'm heading to sch too...exams..."
me "so what paper you have today? last paper?"
him "no la, this is my 2nd paper only...today is lit"
me "you take lit too!! cool! what books?"

and then we went on about lit and several other things...and then i had to get off...
and throughout the whole journey i was jus amazed at how he didn't seem to age or change a single bit! even his actions and the way he walks...its still the same! even his voice!! freaky!!
really boyish looks if you ask me...and in the sch uniform no one would guess that he's 20 already!

but if you ask me...i like the fact that the physical him did not change much(can't say the same for the attitude and everything, pple do change over time inevitably)...immediatly brings me back to those pri sch days...all the bits and pieces...so much fun and laughter...tears and joy...
growing up w scary teachers...getting over petty quarrals, puppy love...sigh...

what is a person without memories...

acting worskshop

signed up for this stage acting workshop which ended on sat...
it was actually pretty fun...did crazy things that the even the craziest teachers wld nvr think of doing in a class room... =)

lets see...dunno how med managed to get to contact but she managed to get the director from in-source theatre and her disciple to come down to conduct the workshop...
over the span of 2 days and 6 hrs later...we are taught how to project our voices, act out our emotions, and what we want to present to the audience.
we are also taught how to look at a dailogue from different angles, diff prespective...
at the end of the lesson, each group of about 4-5 are given a one line dailogue each and we are suppose to put the dailogues together and act out a little sketch...

when we piece the dailogues together they dun make much sense cos each dailogue is individual....so it was pretty challenging...but it was fun...i got to be the director...piece the sentences and direct the actions for the sketch...it turned out pretty well...hee...funky

so apparently in-source theatre is affiliated or linked...whichever is more appropriate, to fun stage...and they have auditions...think i'll go for it...for the fun and for the experience =)
maybe i'll do a monologue...hmmm....

i love ryan

is that how i spell your name?
only heard your name once or twice...never did call u by your name...
sounds kinda foreign on my lips...
but in any case, i love you! i love the way you dance! i love your jokes! your cheerful disposition...
(^_^)

its amazing how your jokes crack us all up...but when you frown or dun smile...we get all serious and dun even dare joke...in fact i was pretty stressed up...

but yest's lesson was fantastic! i never had so much fun dancing before!
absolutely love it =) the routine was fantastic! never could move like you do, in fact no one can!...but thats what i love about you!

maybe it was because we were in a larger room with lesser pple. ventilation was better...
or you are jus in a good mood =)

its a public hol tmr...and i'll get to see you again!
hope you'll be in a good mood tmr...take care!!!!!!!!

can i dance??

today went for another session of hip hop...
it was pouring when i left the house...and i really mean pouring...
along the way to the overhead bridge, saw this white cat, all drenched, curled up in the middle path of the shelter...my heart really ached when i saw that...but i couldn't do anything to help it...i dunno wat to do...i jus walked str. on...constantly looked back but i really dunno wat to do...wanted to carry it back to the void deck where it might be warmer n completely out of the rain...but i'm running late for class n i'm afriad that it has lice or something...(i've seen cats with lice and its pretty scary)...so i jus moved on.
but come to think of it, no matter wat reasons i give myself...its really all excuses...feeling guilty...

but this evening on my way back home...i saw it again and this time, its dry already...strolling about in the void deck...i just smiled...good to see it dry and fluffy and well...

today at class, finally got to meet ryan...heard that he's from studio wu...and he really live up to his name...the dance routine that he taught us was fantastic...everything that i wanted it to be...but i didn't expect it to be so tough...
it's a totally different type of dance...had i tough time keeping up...
he's pretty cute too as a matter of fact...hahaha....can joke and also can be quite serious...sigh...

there's going to be a perf at sim on the 17th nov...today suppose to do the selection but cos there are alot more new comers (pple like me) he decided we are not up to standard and so he taught us a whole new routine and will do the selection next wk...

the routine was great, and we are suppose to enjoy doing it...but we are obviously not enjoying it...it doesn't help that the room was freaking small, and there are bout 20 of us...it was soooooo stuffy!! i was perspiring like nobody's biz...

i was also very stressed out cos most can do the routine...but i keep missing the last few steps...
i guess it doesn't help that i'm a dancer and so not being able to do this is a blow to my ego...
sigh...i guess wanting to do the perf is just to prove to myself that i can do this...

by hook or by crook...i must get the routine right...hopefully...i'll get selected...

Beat Psychology

Sunday, November 28, 2004

JAY RULEZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, November 26, 2004

my interesting fren

Sunday, November 21, 2004

nat king cole

Friday, November 19, 2004

fiesta

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

memories

Monday, November 15, 2004

acting worskshop

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

i love ryan

Thursday, November 04, 2004

can i dance??

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